You are a solid dude. I have no doubt in my mind you can overcome this with your loving family and friends to support you. Be strong, don't give up, but remember it's ok to relax sometimes. It's ok to let you car get dirty. I'm on the OCD side, and that would drive me nuts too. But you are still a proud person with a lot to give normally, so don't be afraid to ask for help. Others will push you, where you have pulled. See you in due time.Hello O-Family,
This is Sir Clifden, I really wanted to tell of you first of all Thank You for the wishes. Second, I’m sorry for ghosting and dropping off. Reason I’ve popped up is things can happen and everyone gets a shock, for this reason above all I’m reaching out to let everyone here know from me what’s going on.
In the end of February I got diagnosed with some health problems very suddenly totally unexpected. I was on the verge of releasing the first Video of The Ellipse and was about to work on next Update for this thread. In the process of those I have job, also have my car which I dearly love and not to mention I had some losses I wanted to get closure on and lastly yes my Oakley room needed to be finished.
Everyone in my town found out something is wrong bad wrong cause my car had not been detailed clean and shining. Also, my room was getting put off. I lost tremendous energy no will at all to do anything. Upon seeing my doctor three times with no results just this last month I was referred to a specialist that yes did find my main concern problem but, also found and was landed more on my plate than I could have ever anticipated.
I won’t go into much other details right now I’m currently being tested for a couple other things til I know everything I’m not releasing anything til I have all 100% results in. I keep in touch with @zcrxsi and had asked him to post something I originally didn’t want to post anything til I found everything out.
I’m very sorry for letting everyone down on the news videos and for not getting this thread completed. I’m most of all sorry for ghosting all of you. I was wanting to keep things simple to deal with focusing my getting better is top priority. Just this afternoon my car got detailed my father helped me, (head down crying) you have no idea how hard it was and draining for what bit I did do.
All I ask of you is Pray, please pray. I promise and you all have my word when I get everything under control my focus one thing at a time is to finish first this thread when completed I will start the videos. I just need time, prayers, and all medications to get working to get me back.
Thank you all for being nice and thinking of me. I just got to thinking if something major happened to me known of you would know anything and to hear I’m no longer here at all anymore would be tremendously shocking and saddened. This is why I’m coming here giving you all some kind surfacing and explanation.